IT’S ALL GOING TO BE OKAY..remediation at its finest // LETIFFANYSHOW ✨

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Welcome back to my blog!

Before I begin, I’d like to thank everyone who sent me positive vibes and encouraged me through this process. It made me really happy and your support definitely got me through this! Thank you so much! You guys are the best! ❤

So, remediation. Let’s talk about it.

For those who are new to my blog, hello! my name is Tiffany and I’m so glad you’re here! My program requires us to get a 90% or higher on everything which includes exams, assignments, projects, etc! If we do not get a 90% or higher on our exams, we go into remediation. It’s kind of a second chance for us to get that 90% of higher except during remediation, you don’t get team points. We have to get that 90%+ on our own and through evidence based review. Scary right? If you don’t pass remediation, then you go into block remediation. If you don’t pass that, then you get held back to the following cohort. It’s a lot of pressure! *hyperventilates*

So last night, I couldn’t sleep. I just felt like I didn’t study enough and I felt very anxious about it all. During the weekend, I tried to brush up on the terms and information I wasn’t confident on and wished for the best. It was also REALLY windy outside, which made it even harder to sleep. Sigh..

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Morning came and I was so tired. I had no energy to do anything but I had to do what I had to do! I dragged my sleepy butt to school extra early so I could review a little bit more before the exam (and chow down my Mcdonalds lol). Remediation took place in a really small room next to the lecture hall we take exams in. It was stuffy, warm, and I’m pretty sure I was inhaling everyone else’s CO2. HELP. There was 10 of us who remediated and that room definitely was not made for 10 nervous people. yikes..

The exam started and oh my goodness I was like, wtf is this? I definitely planned to use the whole 90 minutes even if I finished early. I didn’t want to do bad later and regret not using the given time. Question after question, I felt half good and half bad. Towards the end of the exam, I started having a panic attack. I’m not sure if it was my fear of “failing” again or the fact that the room had 10 people in it and I was suffocating. But I made it through the exam and I just let the timer run til the end.

Next came the evidence based review. There were a couple students who were borderline “failing” so we definitely had to EBR as many questions as possible.

Evidence based review is where we try to argue against questions that we feel could be worded better or have another answer and we find evidence to prove it. This could be from textbooks, the ATI books, or the module summaries the prof gave us.

I actually passed without the EBR and it was a relief! I missed 4 out of 60 which might be the best score I’ve ever gotten without team points. But it made me think about how I probably could have done this the first time if I knew how to study for assessment 1. We all agreed that the remediation exam was harder than the official exam. For a lot of the questions, I stared at it like ..um..am I supposed to know this? For example, diabetic neuropathy. I didn’t even read that section but luckily, I was able to use critical thinking and think my way through it. GAH that assessment is DONEZO.

For some reason, I always get a headache after being at school for too long. I’m not sure if it’s the air or just the environment but damn, I always need to have my backpack ibuprofen with me. What? You have your backpack chapstick and I have my backpack ibuprofen! 🙂

hehe welp, I will resume to vlogging tomorrow once I’m well rested. We start cardio and it sounds difficult. I also have my video assessment on Thursday for medication administration, which if you’ve seen my vlogs, I’m pretty nervous but okay about it. Wish me luck! But for now, I’m off to bed. Signing off from this blog post, I hope you have a beautiful day and don’t forget to shine bright, you’re beautiful! Thanks for reading! 

 

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

Real Nurse (R.N.) in the making.

 

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psst…I just cried my eyes out watching Me Before You! That movie always gets me 😦

I never want to remediate again. Pls no. YIKES.


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FAILING MY FIRST NURSING EXAM- an update on life // LETIFFANYSHOW ✨

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I almost typed vlog there because I’ve been vlogging more than I’ve been posting here. MY BAD!

I’m tired. I’m like beyond tired. I’m brutally exhausted and I’m not sure why. This week I decided not to vlog because I just felt tired. Not tired of vlogging but I just felt mentally exhausted from school that I didn’t feel like talking.

Today, I failed my first nursing school exam and it didn’t feel good.

If this is your first time here, hi my name is Tiffany and it’s nice to meet you! My program requires us to get a 90% or higher on everything. That includes exams, video assessments, projects, discussion posts…everything!

I’ve been doing well and passing things on my first try (even when it’s barely 90%) but today, I didn’t get a 90. I got a 85%. I missed by 2.. 😦 Yikes. Now in the real world, I would be thrilled to get a 85% on any exam but in nursing school land, that is unacceptable.

This exam was on adult health I. It was 60 questions, 90 minutes and a whole lot of “what the heck is happening?” A lot of these questions required critical thinking. It was half knowing the material and the other half was deciding what your priority action would be. For example, if a pt was in pain, what would you do first? That kind of stuff. Of course stressed out Tiffany was thinking of other things and forgot that we should always make sure the pt is comfortable first. 😐 But hey, at least now I know.

This block is/was extra difficult for me because we came straight from pharmacology which was straight up memorization. The pharmacology exam had some critical thinking but most of it was just facts. For this exam, it was a lot of ” what would you do as a nurse?” and when I was reading the question, I wasn’t picturing the situation. I mean in real life, if my patient was in pain, I would of course take care of their pain first and then everything else comes next. But during the exam, all I was thinking was, ok this patient has this disease..must deal with disease. sigh..

It just sucks because I knew the stuff. I just did stupid things or didn’t think about it clearly. And now I’m sitting in a pile of regrets like “I should have read it more clearer…” or “I should have looked at that page again” It’s a really bad feeling. But honestly I’m not sad that I have to remediate because it’s really just a learning experience. Learn from your mistakes and excel from there. There is nothing wrong with remediating. It’s just scary because that is your second to last chance to get it right. Your score is your score. There is no team points and barely any evidence based review (EBR) so, I’m going to have to get that 90% all on my own. WHYY MEE.

I keep telling myself and my fellow “remediation colleagues” that it’s okay and shit happens. Because its true. Shit happens. We knew the stuff, things went over our head. I’m trying to take this and make it into a learning experience so I can change up my study methods, learning methods, and study habits. It’s all a learning process.

I have the weekend to keep studying and Monday morning, here we go again. It’s going to be one of the scariest things of my life but best believe, we’ll be just fine. #seeyouatremediation But for now, back to studying and signing off from this blog post… I hope you have a beautiful day and don’t forget to shine bright, you’re beautiful.

 

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

Real Nurse (R.N.) in the making.

 

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THAT MEDICATION DOES WHAT?! + HOW I STUDIED FOR PHARMACOLOGY// LETIFFANYSHOW ✨

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It’s one of those days where I’m having a writers block and I don’t remember how to start a blog post. And then I refer back to my old blog posts and… I’m still stuck. So hi, how are you doing? I hope you are all doing super well. Last week, I successfully made it through pharmacology without remediating and it was the best feeling ever. It was a lot of loud sighing and silent crying but hey, I’m done with that now! I vlogged during the week of the exam 🙂 Check it out below! 👇

Today, I thought I’d talk about how I studied for pharmacology. I was going to make a video about it but I can’t seem to get pass the insecurities and formalities of a sit down video so I thought I’d at least write about. 🙂 But before we get into the fun stuff, let me break down what pharmacology was like for me!

Since I am in an accelerated program, pharmacology is only 2 weeks. Wait what? 2 weeks? Yep, you read that right. Don’t worry, I thought the designer of this program was crazy too. I had about 8/10 days to learn/study/memorize a lot of drugs. It was a struggle. I think I studied about 18 hours a day… now if you told high school Tiffany that I’d be doing that, she’d laugh in your face. It was non-stop learning, reviewing, and memorizing.ati.png

There were no actual textbooks for this block. Most of the learning materials were on ATI. It’s an online tutorial website that my school uses as supplemental instruction. It’s also the company that makes the TEAs exam. Each day, we were assigned certain modules to watch and that’s what we used to learn our drug information. The professors provided drug charts from the ATIs and I mainly used those to study for the exam.

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At first, I went through every assigned section of the ATIs but that took up 4+ hours of my day. I personally felt like I was wasting time so instead, I decided to focus on the drug charts. I used the ATIs to look at the “expected drug action” and took some notes. Since I have really bad memory, the best way for me to memorize drugs is by understanding how they work.

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At orientation, we were given the Nurse’s drug handbook. It’s basically a dictionary for drugs and it includes pretty much everything in the drug chart plus more. I used the handbook as an extra source to double check my information before memorizing them.

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To help me understand and remember the drug uses, I purchased Mosby’s Pharmacology Memory NoteCards: Visual, Mnemonic, and Memory Aids for Nurses, 4e (here) from amazon prime for about $18. I thought it was really helpful because I am a visual learner so looking at the quirky pictures and mnemonics helped me understand the drug uses. BUT I do think it’s better to primarily use the information that the professor provides because a lot of these extra sources give you way more information than you actually need to know at the moment. …I started panicking a little. Oops, self inflicted pain.

 

TIFF TIP: focus on the information that your professor wants you to focus on. Use the extra resources as a guide but ya know, don’t rely on it.

The best thing about this block was that our professors had a review for each module. There was a review session almost everyday and it helped me a lot. There’s a lot of information to learn and sometimes I don’t know what I’m doing. So the reviews kind of guided me and gave me an idea of what the professor wants us to focus on. I wish all professors did that. Below is an example of notes I took for respiratory drugs.

Screen Shot 2018-02-02 at 12.15.12 PM.pngUsing the information on the drug chart, I made flashcards to drill the information into my brain. I only included the drug name (Brand + generic name), drug classification, drug therapeutic use, and side effects. I assumed that was what the professors wanted to us to focus on. I mean my brain can only handle so much information, right? A lot of the side effects and related nursing interventions were similar so I learned the main ones and were able to apply them without writing them onto my tiny notecard.

TIFF TIP: Minimize the writing on your notecards because a lot of words is just overwhelming and then your brain will be like OHMERGERD WHAT IS HAPPENING?! True story. Happened way too many times.

A lot of these drugs have several side effects so one thing that helped me remember them was putting them into alphabetical order. I also highlighted the crap out of my drug charts and notecards to make the words pop. I used a different color for different purposes. For example, yellow was drug classification, pink was therapeutic use, and mint green was side effects. The colors on the notecards matched the drug chart so it was easier to identify.

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Now, it’s time to memorize them! Ugh the most dreaded part…am i right? I memorize things by writing them over and over again. I have a big white board from Costco for about $20 and I bought the costco pack of dry erase markers. I split up the notecards into small sections. Having too many notecards will become too overwhelming so try to split it up. Baby steps! I go through each notecard and I write EVERYTHING down. I keep repeating the same notecard until I get it right without help. Then I cycled through the small batch of cards until I get it right. This process takes forever but I say it’s worth it.

And that is how I studied for pharmacology! It’s a lot stuff to remember so do not procrastinate. Also, I recommend reviewing what you’ve memorized everyday. I had to do that a lot because again, short term memory… #struggle but if this sad goldfish can do it, you definitely can too!

If you guys saw my vlog (linked above..and here..) you guys would know how I started to freak out before the exam. The exam was 80 questions and we had 2 hours to complete it. This was our first 80 question exam. During the exam, oh boy… First of all, I didn’t know I could sit still for that long. Second of all, I really had to pee during the exam but people kept going so I held it the whole 1.5 hours I had left. #firstworldproblems I’m not going to lie, the exam was like a scary movie and I was the one who wasn’t going to make it out alive. I guessed on so many of them and I lost count of how many I got wrong during Evidence Based Review (EBR). I expected to see myself at remediation but somehow I saved my own butt from remediating.  It was a miracle! ✨ YAY PHARMACOLOGY IS OVER!

The weird part is that my friends and I have been talking about pharmacology since block 1 and here we are, after pharmacology making our way through block 5. Time goes by so fast! We have to remember the information we learned in pharmacology for block 5: adult health. Everything is built off each other and eventually, it will all make sense. I can’t wait until the day where I can go, OHHHH I SEE WHAT THEY MEANT  without having a 2007 Britney Spears moment. But for now, signing off from this blog post.. I hope you learned something or got inspiration for how to study! I hope you have a beautiful day and don’t forget to shine bright, you’re beautiful!

 

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

Real Nurse (R.N.) in the making.

 

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IS THIS STILL SOMETHING I WANT TO DO? // LETIFFANYSHOW✨

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Long time no blog post! I sincerely apologize for that. After Clinicals ended, pharmacology began and it’s been kicking my butt. No joke. All the meds sound the same and I can’t pronounce half of them. Oh boy… Anyways, today I thought I’d write about my first clinical experience. I vlogged it but I wanted to write about some things I didn’t talk about in the vlog!

Clinical rotations are like reality checks. You’ve learned everything there is to know about fundamentals but once you step onto that hospital floor, it’s something else. That is exactly what it was like for me.

This past week, I completed my first round of clinical rotations! This rotation focused on the things we learned in Block 3: Fundamentals of Nursing. My rotation was two weeks long with 3 consecutive 12-hour shifts in each week. So my group’s shifts were Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I’ve never had to work the weekend before so it was a different experience. My Thursday–Saturday turned into my usual Tuesday–Thursday where my Friday was the dreadful day. Weird right? It really messed up my days. But after getting used to it, I stopped noticing.

12 hours…720 minutes..43200 seconds… 12 hours doesn’t sound so bad until you’re working it. The first day of clinicals went by really slow. Every time I looked up at the clock, only a few minutes passed by. It was such a drag. But then the next day, time went by a little faster. And by the final third day, time went by fast BUT all the exhaustion from the past few days accumulated and hit me in one day. Saturdays were my most tiring day.

Overall, I had fun and I loved it. It got me excited to go back to learning and graduate so i can be a Real Nurse. Anyways, I’m going to let my vlogs do the rest of the talking! I hope you enjoy!

 

 

OH but one thing I didn’t talk about was what happened during my evaluation. During evaluation, we sat down individually with our clinical instructor and she went over our performance with us. At one point, my clinical instructor asked me, “is this still something you want to do?” and that put me in a really weird place. As you can tell, I wasn’t doing so well. But it made me ask myself, “is this what I want to do?” In my professor’s opinion, I am a shy person who needs to spread her wings. TRUE. But when she asked me that, I felt lost again. Remember a few posts back, I talked about how I got to nursing?

Let’s review, TLDR; I didn’t know what to do with my life until I fell in love with nursing.

Well basically, I was back in that place. I love studying about nursing. I got through these past three blocks because I had a passion for nursing. But when I got onto the hospital floor, it was like another world to me. Suddenly everything I learned turned into black and white and there I was on the first day of clinicals, standing in a patient’s room not knowing what to say or what to do. I froze. When I was shadowing a nurse, I froze. I didn’t know what to ask, I didn’t know what to say, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? But as time went on, I got comfortable in the hospital where I was able to talk to patients and help them with whatever they needed. But when she asked me that, there was the only thing rushing through my head.

Is this still something I want to do?

Damn, who knew eight words could mess me up. Not gonna lie, I went to the bathroom afterwards and cried it out and then went back to work. I hope it wasn’t obvious. Then after my shift, I went home and I cried some more. I don’t know if I ever mentioned this but one of my biggest fears is losing interest in my career/wasting time. I felt very meh about the whole situation. But my friends pep talked me back into my senses and the next day, I walked back into that hospital one last time. Still with some self-doubt, I tried my best to give it my all on my last day of clinicals. I think it was one of the best clinical days yet! I had a great nurse who taught me so much and I feel like I opened up a bit.

I have to accept the fact that I will never be as outgoing as some people BUT it does not define what kind of nurse I will be. And it takes practice. I hope by the next clinicals, I’ll be able to “spread my wings” a bit but for now, signing off from this blog post… I hope you have a beautiful day and don’t forget to shine bright, you’re beautiful✨

Oh by the way, the answer to that question: yes, this is still something I want to do. Honestly, my clinical instructor wasn’t always watching me because there’s 8 of us and one of her. Therefore, she wasn’t always around when I was doing stuff. So she missed many opportunities where I interacted with patients and helped them with what they needed. I really enjoyed being around the patients and being able to be there for them. Patient care requires a lot of patience, time, and responsibility. I may not be perfect but who was ever perfect on their first try? Anyways, nowww I’m signing off. Thanks for reading! Ok bye! ❤

 

Peace out.✌

 

 , TIFF

 

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THE ROAD TO R.N. // Q-TIPS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME // LETIFFANYSHOW✨

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Week… idk I lost count. (Dec. 04 – Dec. 15)

Welp. These past 2 weeks have been hectic but it’s finally winter break. This is literally what my calendar looked like:

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It was assignment after assignment along with lab stuff weaved in between endless reading assignments. So while I was worrying about the lab sterile technique video assessment, I was also tryna keep up with the module readings. But honestly module readings were future Tiffany’s problem. Let’s get through the video assessment first and then catch up on the rest. I’m not sure if that was a great idea but I really needed to practice my sterile lab techniques.

Lab check off day was not as bad as I thought. We had to go into lab at an assigned time and demonstrate a lab technique. This time, we were instructed to collect an urine sample and take out the catheter from the mannequin. I got an easy professor so I only had to talk my way through it and fake it. And that was pretty much it! Technically we had to talk about the documentation for the procedure but he signed it off and I was good for that.

The next day was dooms day pt. 2! It was video assessment day! I briefly explained in one of my past blog posts but basically we had to pick out a lab sterile technique out of a hat (foley catheter insertion or wound care). I felt iffy about both techniques but I went in with the mindset of “do whatever you think is right and don’t over think” because whenever I overthink, I usually end up being wrong. I think the trickiest part about these sterile techniques isn’t the actual procedure but more of trying to not cross the “sterile field”. During the video, if you cross the sterile field, meaning if you contaminate, you automatically fail. No pressure, right? And with 4 open labs and 1.5 hours each, I did not feel prepared. But I tried to practice outside of lab. Instead of reading for the modules, I spent many nights practicing on my imaginary patients. I stood at the island counter in the kitchen since it was the only place in the house where I can stand and do the procedure like in a hospital setting and I did the whole thing from beginning to end…over and over again. My older brother jokes that I run a hospital for ghosts in his house. Maybe this is why my brother’s dog keeps barking at the wall. My hospital is popular!! Dooms day pt. 2 came and ruh roh…

We were assigned into groups of 3 and I decided to go last. At this point, I was like, “I’m ready, let’s do this.”

Narrator: She was not ready…

I got wound care and that required way more hand hygiene practices than catheter insertion because every time you took off your gloves, you had to perform hand hygiene. For some reason, I kept forgetting. Luckily, if you notice you forgot something/did something wrong, you can say “call light, reset the moment” but nervously anxious Tiffany kept saying, “reset the call light” umm…what? As if things were already going downhill, my cameraman forgot to get the q-tips and I didn’t notice before the camera turned on.

Backstory: for our wound care kits, there’s supposed to be Q-tips for the procedure but for some reason, it’s not in the kit so during the video, we ask our camera man for the q-tip and verbalize, “these are usually in the wound care kit but in this case, they’re not. These are sterile and I am now putting it in my sterile field.” …or something like that.

Ok back to story time. So she forgot the Q-tips and I didn’t realize she didn’t have them so when I said that, there were no Q-tips in sight. I froze. Literally if you see the video, I have this dead look on my face cause I NEED THOSE Q TIPS. So my camera man was looking for the q-tips behind her and I was thinking, oh my goodness i’m going to fail because of these stupid q-tips. #seeyouatremediation By the way, the Q-tips were located at the front of the classroom and I was in the back of the classroom. So I ended up raising my hand and saying “call light!” and the professor came and gave me the two Q-tips I needed and I continued with the video. Deep breaths Tiffany. Deep breaths. Everything will be fine, just continue. I got through the video and I was just glad it was over.

After, I had to write a documentation note about the procedure and then self-grade my video. While watching my video, I was half cracking up and half silently crying because of the Q-tips and the fact that I kept forgetting hand hygiene. Darn Q-tips. I went home feeling meh but I tried haha the worst thing that could happen is remediation. It took a while for us to get our video grades back but somehow I got a perfect score. I was shocked but I’ll take it! Thanks professor! But I lowkey wish I saw the professor’s face when he/she saw my dead ass face during the Q-tip incident. I thought it was pretty funny.

The last thing keeping me from winter break was assessment 2. Winter break was so close yet so far… But 👏 let 👏 me 👏 tell 👏 you. I had no motivation to study for this exam. I was behind on readings and my brain was on winter break mode but thank goodness for that study guide. This time, the study guide was 31 pages. YEP. you read that right, 31 long pages. Mother nature hates me. I’m not sure if the study guide was helpful but it was a nice guide to what readings I should do. I ended up looking at the study guide, reading the book for topics I needed more clarifications on and slightly taking notes on the margins of the study guide.

Dooms day pt. 3 came and I felt unprepared again. But this time, I didn’t feel like I was gonna have a break down during the exam. Somehow, I was calm. During the team assessment, I started counting how many I got wrong and I lost count. The whole exam was a blurrrr and I couldn’t remember what I put. I guess if I have to remediate then…thank goodness for that second chance. But luckily, everybody passed! Passing is 90% and above and I got a 98.33%. It’s a miracle! but YAY! FREEDOM!!!

Now that I’m on break, it feels weird. For the past few days, I’ve woken up freaking out thinking I have to do nursing school stuff but nope, my days consist of eating and watching netflix/hulu. Oh and lots and lots of sleep. I might have to be an overachiever and review for clinicals and block four, pharmacology. I heard pharmacology is gonna be hell so I wanna prepare myself for that. I’m not sure how I’m going to start studying for it but I’ll probably just gonna read that drug handbook they gave us at orientation and make flashcards or something. …just watch, none of that is gonna happen cause netflix/hulu and eating are priority.

I will be driving back to LA on Monday or Tuesday to avoid tourist traffic but for now, this girl is signing off. Tiffany out✌

As always, thank you so much for stopping by and sighing with me. It’s been a long but fast two weeks but I’m glad it’s break. Do you have any questions? Let me know! I hope you have a happy happy holiday☃️🎄and don’t forget the shine bright, you’re beautiful ❤

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

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THE ROAD TO R.N.// LOUD SIGHS AND SILENT CRIES// LETIFFANYSHOW✨

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I forgot Zac Efron could sing and now I’m like mind blown lol his voice though…

Today’s post is a collection of thoughts I had for the two days leading up to my exam. Put on yo seatbelts kids, we’re going on a bumpy ride…

Thursday, November 30

LOUD SIGH. Silent cry. I’m stressed out and at the verge of giving up. The first assessment for block 3 is tomorrow and I feel so unprepared. There is so much information to know that I don’t even know what I actually know anymore. It’s so overwhelming… Yesterday the professors had a review webinar but I had low hopes for that. It was so useless tbh …like why give me life stories when we can be reviewing material for the exam? Everything the professors said contradicted each other. They’ll say “focus on the normals” but module 4 (fluid/electrolyte imbalances) was mainly abnormals. There is nothing normal about electrolyte imbalances.

For this first half of the block, the professor gave us outlines and summaries for each module. They also gave us a “study guide” but none of the information added up. Like one of the outlines says something but the summary says something else. And the study guide? Oh don’t even get me started on the study guide.. It is horrifying. It is 19 pages of information that is supposed to stick to my brain by tomorrow. Suddenly, I’m at a Starbucks flipping through three sets of notes because none of it adds up. Like why? I’ve been going through the outlines and I’m thinking, ok, I did my best and did what I could..but what if my best wasn’t good enough? Is that sad? Probably. But I’m going to bed and hoping for the best tomorrow. Fingers crossed.

Friday, December 1

Today was dooms day part 1 and damn, I don’t even know how I felt. I guess I was nervous/scared/i don’t care anymore/whateverhappenshappens/see you at remediation.. But I walked in there this morning and I just sat there joking around with my friends trying to not think about the exam I was about to fail. So the exam begins and I look at the first question. From there, I knew it wasn’t gonna be a good one. As I was going through the 60 questions, I felt like I could have tried harder these past few weeks. It came to the point where maybe if I reread a little more, I would know the definite answer rather than guessing. I literally almost broke down during the exam. It’s funny because yesterday, I was surprised I haven’t broken down yet… WELP, there it is. I almost started crying because I was so overwhelmed by the things I didn’t know and the things I could have known if I read the textbook more efficiently. For some reason, my mind always holds on to the “shoulda couldas.” Towards the end of the exam, I just sat there clicking through the questions and well, it was time to let go. So, I submitted and I did what I could.

When it came to the team assessment, we got a 90% or higher as a team so that meant that we got 3 points added to our individual exam score. But while we were going through the exam, I lost count of how many questions I thought I got wrong. At that point, I kept saying “welp, I’ll see you at remediation”. *nervous laugh*

During the evidence based review, we were able to argue the questions and try to either get points or nullify it. I think I got about 2 points back which was relieving! Still, I wasn’t sure if I passed or not. That anxiety killed me but I tried to stay as positive as possible (aka not think about it). Again, whatever happens happens..

And drumroll pls…EVERYBODY PASSED!! WHOOOO! WHICH MEANS I PASSED!!! All the weight on my shoulders fell to the ground as we let out all the anxiety we’ve been holding in for the past 6 hours. And as I’m writing this, I checked my score and I got a 98%! Like WHAT?! ME? 98%? If you told me a few years ago that I would be getting 90% or higher on exams, I wouldn’t believe you. Before I started this program, I started to doubt myself because I wasn’t sure if I could get a 90% or higher on exams. I mean looking at my history…there weren’t many 90s or higher.

And I know that this is only block 3 and it’s going to get harder but it feels so relieving to know that this is possible. Even though nursing school is so stressful and tiring, I realized that I found my purpose and I’m passionate about it. Who knew?

And that wraps up part 1 of block 3. This was only the first exam and we have another one in about two weeks. I hope I can use my regrets from this half to improve my study habits for the next half. I also hope that the professor is consistent with how they test us but..let’s be real here. Are they ever consistent? Send help and more oreos. Thanks!

As always, thank you for stopping by and possibly sighing with me! Do you have any questions? Let me know! I hope you have a beautiful day. and don’t forget the shine bright, you’re beautiful ❤

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

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THE ROAD TO R.N. // THANKSGIVING AND CATHETERS// LETIFFANYSHOW✨

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Welcome back to my blog!

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Happy black Friday shopping! I hope you all stuffed yo faces with foodz and emptied out your wallets at black Friday sales! I definitely did. This year, I didn’t go home for Thanksgiving but I am super thankful to have friends who allow me to join their family for Thanksgiving! (shout out to the Lee family <3)

Today is all about foley catheters. Yep, that thing that helps a patient void (urinate).

So, lets taco bout it.

A foley catheter is a flexible tube that is inserted through the urethra to the bladder to drain urine. Everything about the foley catheter insertion is sterile. STERILE TECHNIQUES ARE IMPORTANT which is scary because once you cross that sterile field, you’re out. Yikes. The general foley catheter insertion isn’t as complicated as the prepping part. It just looks painful af for the patient and now I’m starting to understand what the professors mean by the patients “losing control”. I can’t even begin to imagine what it’s like for them. And you know, if i have to do this at clinicals, I don’t know how I’m going to compose myself because in the back of my head, I know it’s going to be uncomfortable for the patient and GAH. I gotta keep myself from apologizing every 5 seconds…

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Foley catheter (male or female) and wound care are going to be part of the video assessment. So on video assessment day, we have to pick a piece of paper out of a hat and we can either get foley catheter or wound care. But if we get foley catheter, we won’t know if we get female or male until we uncover the sheets. Yep, we’re gonna have to think fast! The (sorta) great thing about this video assessment is that if you realize you messed up, you can say “reset” or something like that, and reset the moment. So let’s just say I’m doing the sterile techniques and I accidentally reach over the sterile field and “contaminate”. If I notice, I’m allowed to say “Call light. Reset the moment.” and start over. I hope I never have to say that because I don’t want to start all over. I just want to go from beginning to end just like that and be done with it.

Unlike the health assessment, it’s really difficult to practice outside of lab for these techniques. For health assessment, I can literally practice on anyone and anything with taking vitals and listening to heart/lung/abdomen sounds. For these insertion techniques however, it’s probably best to practice on mannequins. Therefore, we have 4 open labs to practice our techniques.

Open labs are specific days where we have the opportunity to practice the techniques we want. We don’t have to stay the whole time but I think it’s important to take advantage of the time and practice practice practice.

On Wednesday (11.22.2017), my whole cohort (~56 people) gathered at one of the lecture halls and it was literally like Walmart black Friday voodoo. We all crowded the sign up sheets to get the best times and days for open lab. I personally didn’t mind what time I got but I wanted to get open lab with one of my friends so at least we’d have each other. With only 4 days to perfectly master this, I have to have a game plan on how I’m going to tackle this shiz. I think I’m going to do one technique per day (there’s three: female/male foley catheter and wound care) and then on the last day, do a whole review. HA welp, here goes nothing! Wish me luck!

Thank you for stopping by and reading my mini rant about catheters.. If you wanna know anything and everything about nursing school, let me know and I’ll get back to you on that. I hope you have a beautiful day. and don’t forget the shine bright, you’re beautiful ❤

Peace out.✌

❤ , TIFF

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